One year ago

With a day overflowing of nothingness I had a lot of time to think. Where was I one year ago? Would I like me today? How much have I changed exactly?

One year ago today would have been my second day of college and chances are, I was freaking out about classes, making new friends, and such. Today, I'm waiting to hear back on a few job applications and only slightly stressed about the year in front of me. I feel like I've really grown up and grown into my own person this year and last year.

I've tested my limits and pushed myself to do things I would have normally not. How can you not know if you don't like something if you've never done it (granted within normal limits--generally no law breaking or heroin of that nature)? But here's the thing, I know myself better and I know what I want and need in my life. Last year at this point, I had no clue really who I was or what exactly I was looking for.

I don't know exactly what I'm going to do once I graduate but I'll find something, something that I'll love. But that's part of this whole crazy process. For now, I'm just taking one step at a time and still truly happy with how things are progressing.