Change

Ya ever wake up and just feel good? Going to bed just feeling good? It's been awhile for me but I've finally come to it.

Last night I went to bed feeling like I was walking on water and woke up this morning feel possibly even better. Which is about oh...I don't know like a hundred times better than I've been feeling. Lately, I've been only focusing on the bad in my life, but now I'm just ignoring it. I'm sick of being down and out. I'm pushing it to the back burner for now and maybe I'll bring it up again later on when it needs to be sorted out.

So any particular reason for this change?

OF COURSE! There is always a reason. This time it was a person that little did I know, I kept hurting and it was time to stop and just move on. There's nothing I could do to change the circumstances that I had arrived at. It was time to just pick up and go and stop hurting someone I cared so much about it.

Now, I'm just working on picking up all the pieces that I let fall apart and attempting to move on. You can't dwell on the past forever and that's exactly what this has come to, something of the past, which makes me greatly sad but what else can one do?

Maybe things or circumstances will change but for now they are what they are and letting go is just the easiest thing to do. Maybe friends is just the best bet, if it can even come to that now.