So I'm laying in bed watching the minutes pass until I know I'll be officially late to my bible study. I know I should have went but I feel like just giving up tonight. I can't even say much went terribly wrong today that should make me not want to go but there is a valid reason.
Today is bring-a-friend day. Me being my chipper self invited several people (at least like 10). By 7pm tonight, out of these people, no one could come, Not ONE single person. And for this, I'm in a terrible mood. How hard is it to take an hour and a half out of your week to cherish and talk about the most important thing in life. Isn't it the least we can do, to give God that respect that he deserves? As I sit here, now officially late, I realize maybe it's me. Maybe I am the reason that no one wants to go because they'd be going with ME, to my bible study? So here I am, in this rut. Maybe someone will read this and tell me I'm not crazy, that people are being inconsiderate to God and putting him last in their life. I guess there is nothing now but to wait...
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